Akala ko dati, pag UP graduate ka, ok na. You don’t have to worry about your career. After graduation, the problem would be kung ano ang pipiliin mo sa companies na nag-rerecruit sa’yo.
Actually, may kasalanan din naman ako kung bakit ang unstable ng career ko. Maybe, i tried to reach for something that is just too high. I planned to have my master’s degree this year. I wanted to have it in Spain, come back after 2 years, work for 2 to 3 years, then have my Ph. D. That’s why after graduation, I didn’t want to look for a serious job because I didn’t want to start my career.
Apparently, I was not able to realize my first plan. Otherwise, I will not be writing this blog. Hehe. So now, here I am, with no stable job. Though the past two months has been a wonderful career experience for me, it has not made my career stable, neither did it give my career direction.
The job was to make a market study about hydrated lime and quicklime. I was glad that I was able to employ the skills that I have acquired in college in this market study. To be a researcher has always been my interest in economics. I am fascinated by the methods used in economic research, such as regression, ever since I learned them. So the past two months made me enjoy economic research in real life. However, the job is project-based. Now that we’re done with the market study, the future seem really cloudy. Though our boss said that he has another project for us, the question “what happens after that?” remains unanswered. I don’t want to live fearing every end of every project.
I have been really depressed these past few days about my career. I don’t understand why I still don’t have a stable job 5 months after graduation. I did well in school naman, Pero bakit ganon? Bakit pakiramdam ko walang kwenta lahat ng efforts ko nung college to get an uno?
My boyfriend says that at least I have the chance to find a job that I really love. Actually, I fear that I might accept a job offer just because I am desperate to get a stable job.
My head aches. Geez.
Let’s all pour out our hearts for the world to see. In a healthy way. So, add me up in your links. Unfair ha, bakit si mamay lang andyan? huhu.
girl, if you’re a failure, what about me? i’m not being emo ha. yet, i’m happy. it’s still a dark road to walk on for me. far darker than you can even fathom. it’s not the difference between achievements. i got none. you got a handful. what matters is how you stick out your hand no matter how scary and dark the future seems. just hold out and keep trying. if jobs evade you, go make your own. if your head aches, get mamay to give you a good friendly massage.
(watch a lot of feel good movies. they help. even the no-brainer chick flicks. get yourself a laugh. ΓΌ )